Independence, art ?
I was surprised to hear the readings for this week characterized as "rebellious" in lecture this week. To me they sounded more like attempts at inspirational writing. They were more like a litany of "keep the faith" arguments for the continuation of free form artistic innovation. Yes, we can make the wonderful and the beautiful for little or nothing. Yes, we should be reminded that placing ourselves in our work for our own sake because "your mistakes will not get you fired." It is the only way to bring a uniqueness of vision to the work which we present, because we are the only unique element in the process we are using. We are far from being the inventors of the moving image. Experiment is the continual endurance of failure in the search for personal expression of our own ideas.
I checked out Essential Brakhage. It's all so weird, yet sometimes it's also so so beautiful. I felt the same way about Variations. There's a strangeness to all of this silent watching, that can really start to break down what you are doing when you watch. (Carl Bogner, are brainwashing us?) You have to start looking at yourself, watching. Of course, that impact of those silent images are certainly something that every one of the film-makers must have wanted.
I also looked at Tomonari Nishikawa's website and took the liberty of emailing him some questions about his installation work that he created from a box camera exposure. In April, he says there will be larger photographs and a video transfer of his film from that project. I cannot wait. I am very very curious. So curious in fact that I am considering building my own box camera and exposing 50 some strips of my own film.

